There is no use in hiding it from you all. When the mood is right, that is, when I am feeling both innocent and desperate for a nice choke, I sometimes don a princess gown, make sure the vibrator is handy, and tie my neck up tight to the ceiling. I have always had a thing for a neck rope. I simply can not resist tying one up if given the opportunity. Personally, I enjoy solid and sustained pressure on the neck, as I enjoy the blood choke aspect. The addition of the vibrator heightens the choke experience - creating waves of intense orgasms through my body. Although it might appear that I am enjoying my kinky masturbation session alone, please note that this type of play is not safe to do alone and can have irreversible consequences. Play as safely as possible, please!